other summer goals (more meaningful "life accomplishments" goals):

1. record some music. a few songs at least. make cd's. send them to a select few or let maybe a select few hear them.

2. take pictures of my entire portfolio and start another blog/site entirely about that. (have you seen the portfolio? it's a beast. oh jeez marge...)

3. quit bitching and complaining. i miss everyone, let us leave it at that and some more than others and that is always going to be complicated and the case. *see numero cinco

4. spend more time outside in my yard and woods instead of inside not really doing anything.

5. going out on more limbs IE: taking some more risks in a lot of ways. i don't really do that, especially with people, but there's no time like the present so beware, you might be hearing a declaration of love soon (jkjk...or am i?)

6. the other day i am fairly certain i realized my life's goal and ambition. what i want to work towards, pursue and spend the next 10 year working shitty jobs trying to accomplish. i know what it is, i know what i want it to be, i know what it will be called. how to get to it is not completely certain yet. but even just thinking about this prospect gets me so damn excited that i will do anything to make sure it can come to fruition.


that is all. the next time i blog will be an end of the summer update on these goals.

to everyone i miss, i love and miss you. i think of you constantly and send good things your way whether that be in the mail, thoughts, prayers or high esteem. i hope you are well and that you are happy and trying to be happy and enjoying your days.
until next time, my best