the meteorite

a small list of things that inspire me, that i'm thankful for, that i love/really really like, that make me happy: a reminder

1. dogs
2. sweaters
3. colder weather
4. cranberry bogs
5. prints
6. kurt vonnegut
7. kerouac (mmmm <3)
8. egg sandwiches with hummus/breakfast
9. beer. its probably my equivalent to getting me a diamond. britty you have showered me with metaphorical diamonds.
10. jeff buckley (the only man i would have ever married)** just a little note, i seriously love this man. a lot. so much so that i am honestly considering making a love for him a standard for any guy i would ever consider dating. i think of it as a "weed out" standard.
11. another weed out standard? an aversion to true feminism. did i say nazi feminism? i hate men feminism? no. true feminism = IE i respect women as my equals in every aspect not i respect them in that "christian" closeted-misogynist i'm clearly ignorant on what feminism really means way. so basically, if you were to read this and roll your eyes and think "silly extremist" you're out. if you don't have the ability to swallow your pride and actually read and learn what feminism really is because it terrifies you or you think you're too good for it? you're out.
true feminism.
12. which leads me to, kathleen hannah.
13. french films. i watched Amelie and Love Me If You Dare today and i really hope that It's Not Me, I Swear eventually comes out on some public form of viewing or i will probably cry a lot.
14. french press coffee in the studio with one person or no one there.
15. the smell of etching ink.
16. my family. they are awesome and anyone who marries into this family is one lucky SOB and they don't even know it.
17. bird calls early in the morning
18. people who truly make the effort to get to know others regardless of what personally hinders them.
19. the fact that i know, without any intention of sounding or being arrogant,vain or immodest that i have a desire to nurture people. i have to do it, i have to take care of people i care about the best that i can and i have to help them. this is my true demeanor and i know i was made to be that way. i have a hard time conveying it to others (or they just have a hard time seeing it) but actually most actions i do are out of a need to be gentle, to help but you can't possibly know this unless you're around me everyday or know me very well. i've been trying to convey this more in any way or medium i can.
20. modesty is the most underrated trait in any person and i value it immensely
21. my closest and dearest friends who i will soon be missing quite horribly.
22. keeping in touch via snail mail. its classic and wonderful and actually takes time and effort.